Forever

Photo by Mandy Baughn Photography

I have tried to write numerous times in the last few weeks. I have 5 draft posts. I can't seem to put anything into words.

I told Rusty the other day that I feel like March is looming ahead of us. Each day we are getting closer and closer to the day we were supposed to meet our daughter.

That all changed though, and now we don't get to meet her and bring her home with us in March. It's just another painful reminder of the baby we had to give back. Another reminder of the forever we have to live with now.

Forever is such a cruel word when you understand the gravity of what it means.